~Infucatus3V07

If you read my journal on you can just ignore this one.

News:

Nothing major has been going on, im officially a MK consultant. Whoohooo.... hopefully that'll earn me some $$$$$ . One can hope right? Still can't find a job, but oh well. Im really trying but my luck isnt with me. So many places want certain experience and I have a variety of experience just not enough time doing those various things. I dont have 2 or 3 years doing any one thing. I have about 1 year experience in Retail, 1 year in Child care, and then some experience as a receptionist as well as being a purchase order cordinator.

Besides that, it's been wedding fever. Today was my first wedding "EVENT". My boyfriend and I attended his sisters dinner rehearsal. It was kind of interesting and "fun". Next weekend is the wedding and then I start having wedding events for my friend Leah who is getting married in June.

All theses events kinda make me sad and wish that I was getting married. I can't say 100% that Steve is the one for me, but I kinda like to think that he is. I really believe that I could spend the rest of my life with him. I dont know, all i know is this wedding stuff is making me day dream WAAAAAAAY too much about rings, dresses, plans etc.. Even though I have been thinking about marriage, and starting a family a lot recently. Probably the last 2 or 3 months. I kinda have a bug pushing me that direction. Like i want to find a steady job to save some money, Im doing this MK thing partly because if it goes well, when I do have kids I might be able to be a stay home mom and do MK as my "career". Being a wife and mother is oddly becoming more important. Ask me 2 years ago and I would have said my future career was more important. Things oddly change... maybe my biological clock has just gotten it's batteries and is beginning to tick?! Who knows... either way it's on my mind more and more theses days.

Anyhow i guess that's enough rambling. LAterz

-Bri-

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